Chapel Time: Day Thirty-Two

I’m feeling somewhat discouraged this evening.  I realized the day before yesterday that, given a regular 24 hour day, I would not be able to complete the painting of the Chapel wall by Easter.  I now have to let go of the feeling of disappointment and realize that it CAN be an ongoing piece and that it will, in another month, be the sort of piece that I can feel really pleased about.  I don’t wish to cut corners and feel anything but positive about the progress…it is like a prayer…it is like a precious piece of stone being carved…being gradually formed to completion.
 

Herald Nix

This guy’s art & music will amaze you!  I had the opportunity to stay in the Heritage Home he had been refurbishing in Salmon Arm some years back.  I had the chance to see his painted boards in his studio space, one at a time under nice light.  I was able to hear him play guitar out on his back deck in the evening time.

I like the ‘edge’ to his music…

“One hundred years from now, when musicologists attempt to trace the origins of British Columbia’s lake-country blues, there’s one salient moment they’ll be able to point to: the day Herald Nix, loaded his battered amplifier, his equally well-worn guitars, and a few dusty suits into the back of his old panel truck and headed east from Vancouver, back to Salmon Arm.

Nix was already almost a legend then, a shadowy figure noted for thrillingly intense concerts, sudden disappearances, and a handful of fitfully brilliant recordings. Now he vanished again, into the center of B.C.’s lush yet sun-baked Interior, whose rounded curves and rocky promontories have since seeped into his music , joining trace elements of Son House and Mississippi Fred McDowell, Hank Williams and the Jimmie Rodgers.

The sound and the land, the land and the sound: inseparable now, they bring strength and dignity to Nix’s music in a way that, in the English-speaking world, is rarely found outside of the southern United States. Like Bob Dylan and Richard Manuel and very few other Northerners, Nix has become an honest bluesman, his lake-country sound a Canadian parallel to the hill-country music of the Mississippi Delta.

The comparison is not at all far-fetched. Like the hill country’s late champions Junior Kimbrough and R.L. Burnside, Nix can hammer on a single chord all day while still holding the listener’s attention with subtle inflections of tone and timing. Like them, he’ll rework a song according to how he feels, and these themes grow in emotional impact every time they’re recorded. And like them he writes obsessively about women , about moving on, about hotel fires and bad decisions, liquor drunk and money gambled away.

But he’s no copyist, and no revivalist. That lake-country water is in his veins, keeping him true to himself and to the land where he was raised. He’s on the road from being a Canadian eccentric to being a Canadian pioneer, on the cusp of inventing a new musical idiom. The lake-country blues start here, but who knows how or when they’ll end?”

                                             — Alexander Varty

Sarah Harmer at Knox

It was a beautiful evening shared between four friends at Knox last evening. The old church provided a lovely environment for the type of music Sarah Harmer and her band performed…rich wood behind them that warmed to RED during certain songs….huge open archway above them.  Stunning! Sarah has such a presence on stage and her music is layered and meaningful.
 
A tune from her new collection moved me to tears.
 
Goin’ Out

When the days close on the memories that you’ve acquired
And your body cannot hold your soul inspired
You are here and not alone
Everybody has come home
There’s a bed made up upstairs
If you get tired

All the heaviness around you will get light
And your worry lifted up into the night
Left with nothing but pure love
Left with all you are made of
Can I stay around awhile
Is that all right?

Oh lives don’t end
Goin’ out to be brought back again
Our lives don’t end

 
 

Chapel Time: Day Thirty-One

I’m heading down to the Sarah Harmer concert at Knox United tonight with a few of my sister-friends….there are several beautiful stories to share about my morning/afternoon painting in the Chapel!  I want to save this spot and make certain that it is dated with today’s date…but will write more after the concert. 
 
Tomorrow is Palm Sunday….I have captured some images in the photo album of the preparations that were surrounding me while I was at work today.
 
Alright….it’s Palm Sunday morning and before I head out for church to recount The Passion, I’m going to write the update about yesterday’s painting.
 
There were several people preparing the church for today’s reading of The Passion of Christ.  As a result, I had the opportunity to take some quick photos of their activities and to share in some laughter, as well as conversation.  I had several visitors in the Chapel and I was blessed by the observations of every one of these smart people.  It meant so much to me that they would take the time to come in, sit down and chat. 
 
As they departed, silence filled the space again.  I felt alone and considered leaving early because I felt somehow ‘abandoned’.  Instead,  I decided to keep working….there is so much to be done…and after some time, I was once again left with that sacred sense…a beautiful peace that had become familiar to me over these past many days.
 
After some time working on background….beginning the plate of flatbread….and coating the stalks of wheat I had adhered to the wall the day before…all of a sudden I heard the echoes of…..
 
little girl giggles….little girl voices and quick-pixie-running-steps at the entrance of the church.  I thought I was hearing things.  For a short while I continued to paint, but then curiosity got the best of me and I stepped out of the Chapel and made my way to the front entrance. 
 
There they were!  Two beautiful little girls; their mother, pouring over a stack of scripts for the Palm Sunday readers while they danced around her.  ‘Mom’ is a woman I have a working relationship with in the church….a friendly and always-positive woman.  After a brief conversation, I asked if they had seen the Chapel…and stepped back into the church, the two little girls two-stepping alongside me!  We left Mom at her work…and shared quiet conversation as we made our way to the Chapel…making note of the red altar cloth, the purple over the Stations…anything new and different we noticed along the way.
 
"That’s pretty!" they both squeaked out at the sight of the wall.
 
We sat down on a bench, just under the stained glass window so we could talk together about the painting and immediately I asked if they would write their names on the painting in GOLD.  They were VERY excited about this…but "First", I said, "we have to sort out a reasonable spot for your names."  I asked them what their middle names were…..Grace….and Maria….they said.  Hmmm. I told them about the part of the wall that I had painted, all the while praying the rosary.
 
I showed them where I had been thinking about my friend Mary Lee…and where I wrote the scripture about the women at the well.  I asked them if they knew the words to the Hail Mary and we began…."Hail Mary, full of grace…" 
 
"Wow!" I said…."Your middle name is Grace!  And your middle name is Maria!  You two, let’s get the ladder…and you can print your first and middle names right here…juat under the name of Mary."  I told them that my patron Saint’s name is Therese…the little flower…and that she promised roses from heaven….and that I intend on putting rose petals over their names…red rose petals.  I had been waiting for the perfect spot and that now I had found it. 
 
As the girls climbed three steps to the ladder and printed their names in gold, I told them that their names would likely be covered over…but I wanted them to remember the place where they were printing them…because that spot would always be special.
 
Mom came to join us.  She marveled at the art work and the new sense of the space.  We spoke briefly about it and then I showed her her little girls’ names.  We sat down, again at a distance, and I poured out my ideas and my connections…and the reasons why we ‘collided’ that afternoon.
 
I have asked Mom to write down the story that she then told me…so I will include that story when she has chosen her words…
 
In brief and from my recollection, because of special circumstances, Grace was baptized on Palm Sunday.  Today is the anniversary of her baptism.  She was baptized on this day because her Grandpa, in failing health, was not expected to see that particular Easter (when baptisms would normally be performed).  Her Grandpa loved roses and had planted a special rose bush…that through unusual circumstances grew and thrived through that winter.  It would only be right that his special grand daughters should have their names covered over with red rose petals; don’t you think?  Coincidence?
 

Bedtime Poem: I Love This!

SHADOW

Jane Urquhart

From: The Little Flowers of Madame de Montespan, The Porcupine’s Quill, Inc., 1995. pp.10-11


The sun decides to
enter from the garden

moving on the carpet
he touches all your furniture
crawls under your closet door
investigates your wardrobe

moves his arm across
your memories
substituting light
heat and silence

he erases last year’s
conversations with the stars
changes the contents of your mirrors
invents an alternative
palette for your crystal

scrapes his nails across brocade
revealing tangled threads
like contours on a map

he polished your tables
his brilliance clings to cutlery
till spoons become large
bright incisions
all across the grain

a weight of gold and heat
he stops      burning
at the flesh of your neck

you are the only shadow in the room.

Chapel Time: Day Thirty

I worked on my own tonight in the Chapel and made exceptional progress.  However, once again, I disappeared into time and ended up alone for three hours painting, instead of the intended one hour.  I painted the sky to the ceiling…that was most invigorating since I was about nearing the top of my highest ladder.  I ragged a wash of sienna brown over a good deal of the exterior background.  I need to build up several layers of rich pthalo blue and umber in order to write again in gold.  I had my camera batteries charging at home, so will have to update my photo album here tomorrow.
 
At 7, I attended Mass.  It was beautiful…absolutely awesome!  A special lady attended with her three family members and was confirmed and received her first Communion tonight.  We received under both species…making it particularly wonderful.  I asked this family if they would take a few minutes and come into the Chapel…they each wrote their names on the wall in gold.  I explained that over time, their names will remain beneath many layers of paint…but when they return they will know that on this special day they had placed their names in a single location, together.
 
Isaiah 43: 1
 
 

But now thus says the Lord,

he who created you, O Jacob,

he who formed you, O Israel:

Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;

I have called you by name, you are mine.

When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;

and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;

when you walk through fire you shall not be burned,

and the flame shall not consume you.

For I am the Lord your God,

the Holy One of Israel, your Savior

 
 

Chapel Time: Day Twenty-Nine

Three Grade Nine students assisted me this evening.  These last few evenings have been precious because I have people working alongside me.  The progress is so amazing when so many are contributing…what bright, generous and spirited young women!  It is a wonderful thing!
 
The texture continues to be applied above the four friends.  The sky through the left window has been blocked in and some progress has been made on the land forms on the horizon.  Finally, much progress was made on the tongues of fire to the right…beautiful rich warm colour!  Thank you ladies!

Chapel Time: Day Twenty-Eight

I headed for the Chapel directly after teaching today, and was thrilled to have the company of two of my students in grade nine.  My apprentices today completed far more work than I did…I seemed to have been distracted from the outset, and again, forgot my camera.  I will take photos before tomorrow’s painting so that the world can enjoy the accomplishments of my two helpers.  I sent one up the high ladder to make furthur application of the turquoise texture and the other began to work on the most distant horizon….creating the most ‘yummy’ purple on her palette.
 
While they managed to accomplish wonderful things, I had accidently squeezed out of a tube of bright red oil paint instead of the acrylic and spent about twenty minutes scrubbing that off of the wall.  It was a bit of a frustration and I’ll have to go back into the same areas tomorrow as a result.
 
Father and a friend stopped by for a visit and after some conversation, I was invited to see the absolutely beautiful Easter candle…so huge…so smooth and perfect…and giving off the most wonderful scent of beeswax.
 
I’m going to publish a few of my photographer-friend’s beautiful images …I don’t know how to give him appropriate credit…truly he should be recognized…his eye for perspective and composition is amazing!  Enjoy!

Chapel Time: Day Twenty-Seven

Four Friends
 
I have completed sketching the figures at the top of the architecture…where they pulled aside the roof tiling to lower the fifth friend, a paralysed man, to Jesus.  I didn’t really think about being 10 feet up a step ladder, although it required much in the way of up and down and up and down to replenish paint, medium and to wash out my brushes. 
 
I had some tears in the Chapel tonight.  They just came upon me while I was up near the ceiling…I was blessed.

The Chapel

Shotokan

As I walked from my car in the parking lot, into the dojo, I asked God to bless my time in karate because I felt so very tired, distracted and somewhat overwhelmed (if in fact, a person can be ‘somewhat’ overwhelmed)?
 
The evening with Sensai was a blessing.  He talked to us about the requirements for the black belt test (although I will be preparing for this exam for a matter of years, there are men in the brown belt level who are ready to progress).  The expectations were clearly outlined so that everyone would understand.
 
While doing this, I was truly in awe because he gave us a stronger historical context about his journey with karate and just how many teachers in Alberta were our Sensai’s students.  Like he said, he’s been involved with Shotokan for a lifetime now. He told us that when his students achieve the rank that then allows them to teach as well…only a portion of his ideas are integrated into that teaching…and for him, it is so important that he explain the importance of our Shotokan lineage and that we honour those who have passed away and link ourselves back to the traditions of Japan.
 
I was very moved by his manner and his choice of words tonight.  I feel a responsibility to this practice.  I was blessed by my choice to attend class tonight.
 

Shotokan

Shotokan was founded by Gichin Funakoshi (1896-1957) in Tokyo in 1938. Funakoshi is considered to be the founder of modern day karate. Born in Okinawa, he began to study karate with Yasutsune Azato, one of Okinawa’s greatest experts in the art. In the earliest stages the martial art was known simply as "Te" or "Tode" which mean "hand". The Chinese character used to write Tode could also be pronounced "Kara" and the name Te was replaced with Karate-Jutsu or "Chinese hand art". This was later changed to Karate-do by Gichin Funakoshi who adopted an alternative meaning for the Chinese character for "Kara", "Empty". From this point on the term Karate came to mean "Empty Hand" The Do in Karate-Do means "way" or "path", and underscores the moral and spiritual elements of the discipline and philosophy of Karate.

In 1921, Funakoshi first introduced Karate to Tokyo. In 1936, at nearly 70 years of age, he opened his own training hall. The dojo was named Shotokan after the pen name he used when he signed the poems that he wrote in his youth. Shotokan Karate is characterized by powerful linear techniques and deep strong stances.

There are 26 Kata in Shotokan (15 basic and 11 advanced). All have "bunkai" or actual applications for all movements in them. They all start and end at the same place on the floor (embusen).